Dr. Zaidi's Poems

 

True Love

 

True love, my friend,

doesn’t know

“ whats’ yours

and

“what’s mine.”

Free of division,

it knows no fear.

Free of fear,

it does not need to protect.

True love is not a concept.

It arises itself,

once you are free.

Free from the thoughts

 and free from beliefs.

 

Then, just by itself,

it starts to see.

“Me in you”

And

“You in me”

 

August 14, 2008

 

 

 

 

Theater of life

 

In the theater of life,

Can you wake up and see,

the show of life,

playing in the Now.

 

 Alas! most of us,

sleep thru the show.

Dreaming “what may”,

and dreaming “what should”,

and “what could”.

 

The show of life,

simply goes on.

And when time comes,

 for you to move on.

You panic and you scream

You wish to live on,

in the theater of life.

Not to watch the show,

But to dream some more.

 

Sarfraz Zaidi, September 1,  2008

 

 

Memories 

Bad memories!

Oh! Bad memories!

They beat me down,

they thrash me around.

I want to run away,

to a far far land.

But they chase me down.

like a hungry wild beast,

Till I'm really down.

 

Then I try to fight away,

this beast of the wild.

I try to change it but,

It keeps to haunt me down.

I try to rationalize.

But there is no escape,

I am in paralyze.

 

Stuck in ugly past,

I sob and I cry.

A prison of my past

wouldn't let me ever free

No matter how much I

try, try, try.

 

I also find myself

to latch on to those sweet,

and happy memories.

An escape for a while,

but soon I realize.

They are gone for a while.

I sob and I cry,

In the prison of my past,

that never lets me free.

No matter how much I

try, try, try.

 

Sarfraz Zaidi, September 1,  2008

 

 

 

All of You tickle my heart!

White flowers dancing in the wind,

White light shimmering on the pool

In a never ending, whirls and loops.

Tiny bubbles bursting on the pool.

 Tall trees swinging back and forth,

Yellow light shining thru the leaves,

Yellow sun looking thru the haze.

 

All of you tickle my heart!

  

Sarfraz Zaidi, May 2,  2008

 

 

 

 Joy of Being, Joy of Being

 

Shut your eyes,

and focus on breathing.

Mind is calm and heart is feeling

Joy of Being, Joy of Being.

 

Sun is shining,

bird is singing.

Tree is swinging and heart is singing

Joy of Being, Joy of Being

 

Wind is blowing,

waves are twirling.

Clouds are flying and flowers are smiling.

Joy of Being, Joy of Being

 

Sarfraz Zaidi, May 14,  2008

 

  

The Busy Mind

 Have you ever seen your mind?

Full of swirling thoughts,

That never end at all.

All kinds of different thoughts,

run after one another.

Like a noisy storm of bees,

Stinging every where.

 

Free your self, my friend

From the web of noisy thoughts

Once Free of web of thoughts

You live in peace and joy

A Peace that busy mind,

can never ever see!

 

Sarfraz Zaidi, May 15, 2008

 

 

 

Rhythm of Life

Free yourself,

From the prison of the past.

Don’t be afraid,

From the monster of tomorrow.

“Cause none is real.

It’s a fog, that disappears,

in the heat of the “Now”.

'Cause Now is real!

“Now” is true!

“Now” is love!

 

You feel this love:

By rising and then falling,

with the flight of a bird!

By glowing with the lights,

        of a sunny sunrise!

By riding deep colors,

of a shiny rainbow!

By shivering with the shimmering,

leaves of a tree!

By blowing with the blowing,

whistle of the wind!

 

You are now free!

Free from the boring drill,

of every day life.

Immersed in the joy,

you see what there is!

 

No need to change "what is",

No need to win or loose.

No need to play the tricks

No need to run away

from pains and body aches,

Whe you are in the Now,

no matter “how it is.”

 

Knows such a joyful heart

what true love really is!

"Cause it's dancing all the time,

with the wonderful Rhythm of Life.

 

Sarfraz Zaidi, December 26, 2006

 

 

 

My Illness

Stuck in a lingering illness

I lived in a rusty cage.

The more I tried to escape,

The narrower got the cage.

 

Thinking of ‘What may”

I trembled and I feared.

My heart was pounding fast

My throat was closing down

I felt like falling down

 

In the jaws of dread and fear,

I let go of my conceptions

Then I saw myself  accepting,

 what's real  and what's here!

Soon, then I realized,

One day I have to die,

No matter how I try.

So why do I have to worry,

For something I can never

 deny, for whatsover.

 

Right then, I started feeling,

a deeper sense of peace,

a deeper sense of comfort.

Immersed in this peace,

I listened to the silence

while laying in my bed.

No fear and No worry,

I  truly felt so blessed.

 

Now I live my daily life,

accepting  what it brings.

The pain, and the joy,

As one comes in,

the other goes by.

 

I feel what's in me

and

What is out there.

 Now I see the diving birds,

The dancing leaves and trees

The icicles hanging down

from the brim of frozen fountain

And

 this constant play of nature

 stirs up waves of joy.

No loger do I cry

I simply just enjoy

the joy of being here

The joy of being "Me"

free of any scare

 

Sarfraz Zaidi, January 14, 2007

 

 

 

The Autumn Tree

Mr. Autumn  tree!

Have you seen yourself

Lately!

Have you compared yourself

With  your picture,

three months ago.

 

Pale are your leaves,

Falling on the ground,

As they die.

Aren’t you afraid.

Piece by piece,

you may die.

 

Shouldn’t you call a doctor

Or surf the net,

To fight out your mess .

 

Relax my friend,

Replied the tree.

I am who I am!

Free of “what may”

In the Now, I stay.

 

Sarfraz Zaidi, January14,  2007

 

  

 

 

 

Eternal Peace

 

Sun shining on my face,

Feeling of warmth, that’s so great!

Strong wind, whistling thru the trees,

And the clunky sound of the washing machine.

Here, I feel the silence in between.

 

Suddenly a rush of warmth and joy,

Runs thru every cell and in between.

AAh! I stop to exist

In my mind.

To be born,

in

The eternal peace.

 

Sarfraz Zaidi, January 21,  2007

 

 

 

 

 

“I” and I

“I“ must find out,

a cure for my illness.

Or “I“ may die!

Hence “I“ tremble

and “I“ cry.

 

Who is this “I”

One day, I asked

as wisdom came by.

Then I freed myself,

from this fearful “I”

Free of this “I”

I no longer tremble

and I no longer cry!

 

January 21, 2007

 

 

Stillness

 

Looking at the painting

of nature, in motion,

that sun is drawing:

With the help of the clouds,

With the help of the trees,

With the help of the mountains.

All immersed in stillness!

Resonating with the stillness,

that resides in me.

It brings out joy,

running throughout me.

Now painting has changed.

All is dark, and nothing

there’s to see.

But I still feel,

the stillness out there

and

inside me.

 

January 30, 2007

 

 

 

 

My Wife

 

Playing with your hair

I caress,

the back of your ear.

 

Touching your cheeks

And lips,

with my shivering fingertips.

 

A storm rises inside me,

a storm of warmth,

a storm of pleasure,

a storm of excitement!

Against the background

Of stillness and joy,

Which is always here,

And nowhere else to be found.

 

January 30, 2007

 

 

 

Self Realization

Awareness, at last,

Calmed the busy mind.

Now I can see,

All the space out there,

Emanating from,

the space inside me.

Everything is happening

Out there and

inside me.

Who is this me?

Asks the tricky mind.

No need to answer,

“Cause no words can see

the sheer joy and ecstasy,

the real me.

 

You can also be

Free of your mind

And realize the true, the true who are

That no words can see.

 

February 5, 2007

 

 

The Movie of Life

 

Looking thru a window,

I see a diving bird

and a lot of dancing trees.

Flowers that are smiling,

mountains that are sleeping.

Clouds that are chasing,

the sun up and down.

What a joyful movie,

the wonderful movie of life.

 

Then, I simply ask,

Who is really watching?

this wonderful movie of life.

A wave of joy and ecstasy,

Comes up and runs thru

the entire body of mine.

 

Immersed in the bliss,

I am quiet and I am still,

And now I can see

I am playing and I am watching

this wonderful movie of life.

 

May 15, 2007

 

  

 

 

That’s what love is!

 Love is a river,

Running free forever.

Free of traditions,

Free of beliefs,

Free of ideas.

That’s what love is!

 

Free from the monster,

Monster of tomorrow,

and yesterday.

No one to blame,

No one to fear,

No one to control,

That’s what love is!

 

Eclipsed by the mind,

It lives in your heart.

Waiting to be discovered

Any time you want.

 

September 5, 2007

 

 

 

  

 

What's Death 

You say, I die

when death comes by.

But

I don’t die.

It’s the body

that dies,

I simply can't die

‘Cause I am

the river of life,

that simply flows back,

into the ocean of life.

 

Sarfraz Zaidi

 

 

 

 These poems were written by Sarfraz Zaidi, MD, FACE. Dr. Zaidi specializes in Diabetes, photoEndocrinology and Metabolism.

Dr. Zaidi is an assistant Clinical Professor of Medicine at UCLA and Director of the Jamila Diabetes and Endocrine Medical Center in Thousand Oaks, California.

 

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